Just a few thoughts on Dayre shutting down and #savedayre

1. Sticker sale was a joke. Not everyone wants to get these stickers and I can only say for myself but honestly I would not pay for stickers not because I dont wna support dayre but cuz it doesnt rlly benefit me?

2. No effort was made to improve dayre plus. Sure the ability to private ur posts is rlly nice but what else can these members do? Obviously if you wna make us pay 128 a year for the subscription more shldve been done?

I wld honestly consider paying for a subscription but it has to give me more than just stickers and privating posts. How abt function to upload hi res pics? That's all that my morning mind can think of 😂

But yeah basically that's the point there isnt much diff from a normal basic user and for someone who isnt v active on posting on the app then maybe it wont appeal to them.

Or ads. Just put ads for free users and remove it for paid users.

Guess another way is to have tiered benefits like the free user can only post, but if they pay like a v v small fee per month then they can search hashtags and all. Judging from the number of ppl who rely on hashtags to browse for stuff maybe this can rlly make ppl pay? Lols.

Was about to write an email regarding my OSN parcel and the delivery guy called lol. Can't wait to go back and try it on!!

At times I feel like my circle of confidants and just people that I can trust is getting smaller as each year passes.. it's with time that you started realising how people are taking you for granted and friends don't do that???

I guess the 19yo me wouldve just feel bad if I say no.. but the me now just can't be bothered?? Can't be bothered to make people happy at the expense of myself

Call me selfish.. but who's the selfish one? Should I entrust someone to protect my own feelings and interests? Why should they?

So if you see from my p.o.v then you'll understand why I got to protect my interests? Cuz no one will protect them for me?

I think it's me coming out into the workforce that made me more adament in putting myself first. If i keep giving pieces of me out then what will I be left with?

So sick of tired of people expecting so and so from me. Do I not need the same too? Do I not wish to have zero responsibility and just do whatever I want without a care at all to the world?

I am grateful to the life I have, at least I have the means to make decisions for myself. I accept when I can't get the things I want and as much as I want it I'll wait if that's what it takes to reach the end goal/achieve what I want

Ok im digressing lol but anyways I just needed a channel to vent. Not rlly that angsty or whatsoever but just growing tired of expectations. Fuck la I'll do whatever I want and too bad if it's not to your favor.

Am i the only one who hasnt received my #osn #oursecondnature parcel? 😦

No sms no notification not a single thing. I don't like whatever courier they are using

The urge to move out and live on my own grows stronger every single day.

If only it's not so fucking exp to rent a place of my own. Zzzz

SO CRANKY LOL

Im getting pissed off at every single thing
Even the tiniest thing can throw me off the cliff of calmness and make me flip table

Last year my resolutions/goals were as follows

1. Savings xxk
2. Attend every Law lecture/score A
3. Exercise at least 3x a week
4. Master AE and producing my own vids
5. Monthly spending <500$ aka no shopping more than 1pc clothing

Lols i achieved none of it.
Ok la in the end I got a B for law. Not that bad I guess but I was definitely hoping for another A lol.

Exercise – it was on/off throughout the year. I still try but i'm alr happy if i can do it once a week lols.

And obviously expenditure and savings took a major hit as I did not achieve it at all. I even went a lil out of hand with my shopping lols. Which I rlly got to stop it. My travelling expenses this year also took a big hit on my wallet. I am truly broke now after Australia and now for 2018 i'm only looking at budget travels lolol. And its not like I spent a bomb for Aussie – 2k for 9 days seem pretty reasonable.. it's my shopping that killed my budget lol.

But anyways my resolution this year is pretty straightforward.

1. Sort out my job/career and figure out what exactly I want.
2. Shopping – reduce to nil esp when it comes to clothes lol
3. Sort out my personal finances
4. Exercise regularly – 3x a week shld be reasonable lah.. lols
5. Lasik (still on the fence for this)
6. Finish 15 books this year
7. Master AE (gonna give this a go again)
8. Learn 5 new food recipes and cook more often.

I wanted to add in travels under my list but with an uncertain year ahead I'm not exactly sure if I want to think too much about it. If I do travel, then Japan would prob be the most exp trip I can think of (that I wanna go). Owise I rlly wna go back Hanoi/vietnam or Cambodia. More of SEA instead I guess.

But all these will be in the second half of the year. Which I hope will be good. The next 6 months will be critical period lololol. And im alr packed w travel plans alr.

Feb – malacca again lol
Mar – phuket w the team (and get wasted)
May/jun – copenhagen again and prob for the last time for the next few years?

And im still tired from travelling lols. Which is good I guess so I can direct my focus to other areas of my life!

Isit i found the pants of my dreams???

White pants somemore!!!!!

Length is perfect, waist is comfortably loose lolol and did i mention the length lols THE LENGTH

the pants I have from afa are just too short for me and it always ride up when i sit down etc so sometimes I have to pull it down which is just unglam lah.

The fit is also why i stopped shopping at afa lols the cutting is just not suitable for me anymore lols im too fat for it nw 🙅🏻

Ignore my flabby arms HAHAHAHA HAIS THAT IS ANOTHER SUBJECT FOR ANOTHER DAY

But look at the fit!!! This is lilac but i srsly thought it was grey until i put it beside a grey piece 🤦🏻‍♀️

Lols in the end i bagged both pants home cuz hais u can never have enough of such pants. I'm so happy tt i can stop my search for the pair of pants liao lololol

#lovebonito

Anyways it amazes me hw the crowd in LB store is.. neverending. Lols

Gonna bite myself next week

Dk how im gonna survive 😞

Been puting in effort to moisturise my skin everyday (after finally restocking my skincare lol i was only left w one moisturising serum for three months) and i love how glowy my skin is!!

It's still far from the good old days BUT i can see improvements!!!

Truly a testament of "there are no ugly girls just lazy girls"

It's trueeee 😞

Need to start prepping skin for anti aging liao LOL i look so aged now